I Hate Thursdays.

It's one of those days that isn't eaxctly the middle of my week or the end of it either. It just seems to be one of those days you just have to "get through". Know what I mean? This is off topic but, I think I'm going to try to stop smoking. I don't klnow if I can do it or not but, I really need to try, at least. The reason for it isn't so much the health factor. I know that should be reason number 1 but, for me, it's about my ability to sing. I was great when I was younger. Really great. Fucking awesome would be one way to say it. However...now...I'm good but that's about it. I just don't sing that often anymore because I'm not as good as I used to be and I get frustrated with myself for damaging the best thing I do. I need to quit for myself. I need to quit for my future. I need to quit for Life. I'm thinking that I might try the "patch". That seems to work for some. Or the gum. Aparently it comes in all kinds of delicious flavors. I used to borrow the gum from my Mom for long plane rides and it got me through, even when I would have a cocktail or three. Of Course, as soon as I got off the plane I was outside suckin' em down. Maybe, I'll try on Monday.